The Rundown...

So I know that I have been missed and quite alot has happened in my life since my last realy post. Prior to my return post some time has passed and I felt that I was going through a transition in my life and it kept me away from my blog. But now I am back with a new sense of my life, a new look, new blog pic, and a better spirit. I WAS REBORN...

So here we go:

1) I explained in very black and educated terms to the white man that I am NOT stupid, will NOT be played as stupid, and you will NOT get me to do the things that you refuse to do. I am far too qualified and intelligent to be the guinea pig scape goat...
2) As a result I no long work for the white man
3) I had my first visit to Kentucky and I LOVED IT. The people, the atmosphere, even the strippers were kind and asked if it was okay to sit on your lap before they jumped on it.
4) I had my very first trip to Texas and I must say I wouldn't mind visiting again.
5) I had plenty of conversations with GOD
6) I tried my hand at being a lawyer, and ended up making the white man turn red in the courtroom...I may have a future in that after all.
7) I have become more open in communication
8) I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE...
9) I'm happy
10) Im more honest
11) I try to answer the question asked with the best of my ability
12) I am not feeling school anymore, therefore I am not putting forth my greatest effort
13) I am discussing wedding ideas
14) I love me
15) I am learning me
17) I am a great person
18) I have a new GREAT group of friends...they are like family. The kind I've always wanted.
19) I miss Sheria...I don't feel we are as close as we used to be :-(
20) I've learned that the people I thought were fake...REALLY ARE!
21) I have two new nieces
22) My adopted "kids" are a trip, but I love them
23) I love everything these days
24) Smiles are the happy wrinkles
25) Growth really does happen and it feels good when you can excercise it
26) I've gained weight
27) I'm back in the gym
28) I am having one of the best Christmas seasons I have had in a long time
29) They know how I feel
30) I smile when I look at them...

That is the last 2 months in a nut shell. The 'feenix' is back!

~feenix

From the heat of the fire...He returns!

In ancient Egyptian mythology and in myths derived from it, the phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird. The phoenix is a male bird with beautiful gold and red plumage. At the end of its life-cycle the phoenix builds itself a nest of cinnamon twigs that it then ignites; both nest and bird burn fiercely and are reduced to ashes, from which a new, young phoenix arises. The new phoenix embalms the ashes of the old phoenix in an egg made of myrrh and deposits it in Heliopolis ("the city of the sun" in Greek), located in Egypt. The bird was also said to regenerate when hurt or wounded by a foe, thus being almost immortal and invincible - a symbol of fire and divinity.

Life brings many changes, challaenges, emotions, obstacles, people, and experiences. I have been through them all in 2009, but most happened recently. I SURVIVED and have a testimony...

Now that the transition has begun, be on the lookout

BECAUSE I AM BACK!

"Remember the spirit of the feenix is within" ~feenix